At night

Sometimes, late at night, I want to call people so bad I can't stand it. But not the people that want me to call them, the ones that leave desperate messages saying "I guess you dropped your phone in the toliet again" or "I was just driving and thinking of you". I want to call the people that explicitly told me to never call again. The people that cried in my arms when I said "This is the last time I'll see you, you're a sinking ship!" or the people that said "Don't you ever come crawling back to this carpet again." I want to call those people and roll around in their shock, wrapping myself in the phone cord, on the basement floor.